Facing the calamity: a step through hurts and hardship and look beyond for generations to come

Forewords ................................................................................... 6
Preface....................................................................................... 10
Timeline..................................................................................... 15
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.......................................................... 16
1. As a Malaysian Citizen.............................................................. 21
My birth place........................................................................... 21
Japanese invasion in Malaya ..................................................... 22
A quick look of Malaysia........................................................... 23
Schooling in Malaysia................................................................ 30
Trip to Taiwan........................................................................... 35
2. My Disaster............................................................................... 40
Day of arrest.............................................................................. 40
My bad luck came...................................................................... 45
Trying to kill myself................................................................... 49
Sad memory .............................................................................. 52
Ensnarement.............................................................................. 54
Interrogation.............................................................................. 58
Arriving Jing Mei Detention Center........................................... 60
Indictment.................................................................................. 66
The horrible Statute of the Rebellion Punishment...................... 71
The breathtaking sentencing court............................................. 77
International rescue.................................................................... 86
My appeals and the fruitless redress........................................... 87
Life at Jing Mei Detention Center.............................................. 89
Malaysian representative visit was prohibited............................ 90
3. National Human Rights Museum.............................................. 93
4. Green Island............................................................................... 96
New Life Correction Center and Oasis Villa (note).................... 99
Memories in Oasis Villa........................................................... 102
Drastic change of my attitude of mind..................................... 109
Life in Oasis Villa as day-time laborer...................................... 111
My dog in prison..................................................................... 121
5. Ren Ai Education Center (1981-1983)..................................... 127
My release................................................................................ 129
Where are my guarantors?....................................................... 131
6. Homeless Life.......................................................................... 135
Looking for a new start............................................................ 140
Mother failed to take me home ............................................... 142
Mother's visits I....................................................................... 144
Mother’s visit II........................................................................ 149
7. Years of Happy Life................................................................. 154
My way home.......................................................................... 155
Childhood happiness................................................................ 160
8. New Life.................................................................................. 168
Works during my homeless days.............................................. 178
Jobs before the Martial Law was lifted.................................... 183
Jobs after the Martial Law was abolished................................ 192
9. New Challenges....................................................................... 197
Travelling and visiting customers............................................. 202
Travelling in Scandinavian countries........................................ 205
10. All on My Own........................................................................ 215
Different attitude of life........................................................... 220
11. As a Witness ............................................................................ 225
As a narrator of White Terror (2011-2018).............................. 230
12. Jing Mei Guide Office ............................................................. 239
Activities of the parks.............................................................. 242
13. Human Rights Banquet............................................................ 246
14. My earnest gratitude to National Cheng Kung University........ 250
15. International Human Rights Day ............................................ 251
16. Contacts with Foreign Visitors................................................. 256
How I got to know FIHRM..................................................... 257
Distinguished visitors .............................................................. 260
Albie Sachs-The Judge of South Africa..................................... 264
Former South Africa President-Mr. F.W. De Klerk.................... 267
Friend from Canada................................................................. 270
Request for a visit from Thailand............................................. 278
Visit of US Delegation-Speaker Nancy Pelosi ......................... 280
17. Mail Contacts (1)..................................................................... 283
Mail Contacts (2)..................................................................... 285
1. Green Island White Terror Memorial Park........................... 287
2. Jing Mei White Terror Memorial Park.................................. 288
First draft of entry................................................................ 290
Overview.............................................................................. 290
Methodology........................................................................ 292
Sources................................................................................. 293
Mail Contacts (3)..................................................................... 295
The positive feedback of Mr. Kivanc dinler-the champion.... 299
Mail Contacts (4)..................................................................... 303
Trip to New Zealand............................................................ 304
18. My Eldest Brother Seeking for Help......................................... 314
Letters from International Amnesty.......................................... 318
INDOOR SYMPOSIUM ......................................................... 319
Postscript................................................................................. 322